Golf at Shawnee GC on a Tuesday

This is a picture of me on the Front Nine.  Well, it certainly could have been.  I played golf like I'd never been on a golf course before.  There wasn't any part of my game that was good today. 
I shot a 43 - 44 = 87.  I'd really been hitting good drives lately, and I hit some today.  Just not as many as I had been.  I let the ball get away from me several times off the tee and it cost me.  My fairway shots and my putting was terrible today.   I don't know how many short putts I missed.  The only part of today that was good was that I found out my team won last Thursday and I got $5!
I believe my 87 today will be so bad that they may throw it out and not count it towards my handicap.  I'd really been feeling that I was just a few shots away from having a really good round.  Now, I think I've taken a big step backward.  My only hope is that the cooler than it has been temperature today, and the wind, may have bothered me more than I thought it did.